My allergies have gone crazy this past month. I've been popping Benadryl like a mad woman.
Ding dong! The witch is dead......
I feel great.
^ Aw I hope you feel better soon, Weirdy!so sick... blegh... keep... vomiting... T_T
Likewise.That reminds me, I always wished to have a dog. It'd be a great company.
I have a German shepherd 1/4 colly cross bitch and she humps my leg. Randy little sod
Sad, paranoid and like no one likes me, lonely. A bunch of negative stuff. I wish I was different. Lately I haven't been very happy with myself. My personality I guess? I don't know. Why can't I just be normal? I keep getting really depressed again lately and I don't know what to do about it but it's driving me crazy. I'm on medication, I have a therapist. I'm just so ****ing lonely and it's pathetic. GAhhhhhhh. I wish someone could help me. I want my mom
I'm so tired ::
Like absolute sh**. I tried going out tonight, to some activity they were having for the freshmen, maybe meet new people. So much for that. They were playing a game and they had already started, so I just sat there, by myself, just watching. I leave about a half hour later, and I meet my roommate on the way back. She was with the same friends I had hung out with yesterday with her. Instead of inviting me along like they did yesterday, they just ditched me. :/ Or so it seemed that way. I guess they don't even like me. I'm so lonely and paranoid I can't stand it. ::
It's only been a day and I already hate it here. ::
Sorry for whining, I just really needed to vent...
feeling defeated, yet again. left a party without making a single friend. I just don't understand how to talk to people. I feel like when I'm so nervous, I can't hear what another person is saying and then I end up saying something totally random because I misinterpreted something. Does anyone have any tips on introductions? because I suck at them :[
when I was younger I used to do daft things to get noticed. My friend convinced me to go to the pub one night and I put a condom on my head as a bet and blew it up with my nose. This girl walked over and popped it with her nails. Was dating her for 2 months after that. It didn't work again after that.