Oh please, cry me a river. First of all, I don't like putting ourselves down, like calling ourselves 'abnormal'. I consider you and me as normal human beings with issues. There's nothing abnormal about us.
Second, we ALL have issues. Has it ever crossed your mind that there are people out there with cancer, aids, disambiguations etc. They probably look at you and think: 'I have it far worse than you do.'
In the past, I used to get jealous when I saw happy people in love with each other, especially during the summer. Now seeing other people happy makes me happy for them. I'm glad some people are enjoying their lives, even though I find it hard to enjoy mine.