Srijita52
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Lately my anxiety's been getting really worse or maybe it seems worse because I'm actively trying to deal with it. And then there're these depression episodes when I just don't want to get up from bed. The thing is I also have a very busy schedule where I have to be around people constantly. So its become a vicious circle of
anxiety-facing anxiety-feeling isolated in social situations-depression and/or feeling really drained at the end of the day. Note I've to deal with all of these by myself and there's no help.
My studies are suffering a lot because of this, as usually I'm too drained/depressed at the end of the day to focus on anything. I've to cut classes sometimes just so I can take a break. It doesn't help that I'm surrounded by judgemental people everywhere who keep complaining how I don't participate enough or how lazy I am, including the teachers. I've always been considered as arrogant/lazy/ unfocused for skipping group projects or not being 100% consistent. Lately I've heard some cruel comments by my teachers, I love people who can live without letting these things get to them but sadly they do get to me very much and make me further anxious/depressed. So I'm wondering if I should talk to the teachers and explain them my situation but what if it backfires? What if they think of it as an excuse?
Sorry if it made no sense. I was having a hard time articulating.
anxiety-facing anxiety-feeling isolated in social situations-depression and/or feeling really drained at the end of the day. Note I've to deal with all of these by myself and there's no help.
My studies are suffering a lot because of this, as usually I'm too drained/depressed at the end of the day to focus on anything. I've to cut classes sometimes just so I can take a break. It doesn't help that I'm surrounded by judgemental people everywhere who keep complaining how I don't participate enough or how lazy I am, including the teachers. I've always been considered as arrogant/lazy/ unfocused for skipping group projects or not being 100% consistent. Lately I've heard some cruel comments by my teachers, I love people who can live without letting these things get to them but sadly they do get to me very much and make me further anxious/depressed. So I'm wondering if I should talk to the teachers and explain them my situation but what if it backfires? What if they think of it as an excuse?
Sorry if it made no sense. I was having a hard time articulating.