shybutsexy
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In one of my classes my teacher assigned me to do a group work with this girl for the fall, we kinda got along, sort of, we didn't talk much, only about the work. The girl is extremely attractive, you could say she is "out of my league", by a lot..., she is also quite outgoing and not really shy, anyway when the last day of school was over i decided to tell her that i liked her and i wanted to go out with her, since i got nothing to lose, i was pretty sure she was going to say no, not only because she is significantly more attractive than me, but also because of my lack of personality, there were way too many awkward silences during our time working together, i could never make her laugh, only bore her to dead with my stupid uninteresting comments, she often left during the awkward silences to go and talk to some other guys who could actually make her laugh and maintain a conversation with her, something i just couldn't do.
However, against all odds and for some weird reason i still don't understand, she said yes..., and now i've gotten into this constant panic mode, i can't sleep, my anxiety is through the roof, i've been drinking alcohol the last 3 days in order to try to calm down. Its is impossible for me to go to this date, i can't picture a scenario where this date could go well, i can't maintain a conversation for longer than 2 minutes with anyone, i got nothing to talk about, and we can't talk about work anymore because the work is over, i could never really make her laugh and this date wont be any different. I've never ever been more nervous in my life, i'm even shaking right now, i can't stop thinking about the date. I can't believe i finally got a date and i'm going to have to cancel it because of my pathetic panic attacks.
However, against all odds and for some weird reason i still don't understand, she said yes..., and now i've gotten into this constant panic mode, i can't sleep, my anxiety is through the roof, i've been drinking alcohol the last 3 days in order to try to calm down. Its is impossible for me to go to this date, i can't picture a scenario where this date could go well, i can't maintain a conversation for longer than 2 minutes with anyone, i got nothing to talk about, and we can't talk about work anymore because the work is over, i could never really make her laugh and this date wont be any different. I've never ever been more nervous in my life, i'm even shaking right now, i can't stop thinking about the date. I can't believe i finally got a date and i'm going to have to cancel it because of my pathetic panic attacks.
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