HeartacheHURTS

Hey you don't have to be sorry one bit. You can talk to me anytime or share any problems.
No matter what may be wrong, I think one of the best things you could do is to find the things you like in your life, or that interest you, and keep your mind on those things.
Another idea came in my mind about the book part...
If you have trouble forgetting what you have read so fast, maybe you could actually write your own book, or story. That way, you are the one to tell what happens, and as you write, you might find that you can remember things a bit easy. Let the first book/story be one you personally wrote! You might be able to find it easier to hold onto what you've read, if you're the one that does it.
You may have these things going on, but in no way are you a loser, and you should never feel like it either. Even though you have those issues, I bet you have alot of love in your heart, and to me, that's what ends up being important above all things.

not too good, i've just been sleeping a lot of the time and covering my ears a lot for some reason.
the dr said a while ago that i could be slightly autistic, i feel like everything is a bit overwhelming a lot of the time and i feel confused and panicky.
i'm trying to get prescribed adderall for adhd.
i'd love to be able to read a book one day, that's one of my major issues i guess.
i'm 21 now, never read a book before because i start to read and then i forget what i have just read straight away, it's very frustrating.
and i get scared a lot by people raising their voices and shouting.
i dunno, just feel like a total loser and outcast most of the time.
going nowhere.
i'm sorry for being depressing, really need somebody to talk to right now.
xx

Doing alright I guess, I took my little nephews to my brother's place, then had to ride with them to several places while they went egg-hunting. I stayed in the vehicle most of the trips cuz of big crowds lol. But still, had a bit of fun. How're you doing?

ello! how're you?