I really can relate, I know you must be going through a very hard time :/ I agree, it's nice to speak to a girl my age who has the same understanding of these problems. I don't mind, it's upto you, I use MSN quite a bit atm, but I log in here most days too. I've been a bit up and down to tell the truth, but I'm okay, just a bit tired from work and stuff. How about yourself, how are things going atm?