I think I had it all my life, but it started to get worse when we had to move out. Until short after my parents divorced at the age of 6, I was a loner at school. I changed around the age of 10. So for about 4 years after their divorce. I could get along with people in class, but I was very shy. Can't remember me details though. I do know I always was alone, during breaks, noon, .. When I had to change from school it all seemed to get better. I hung out with friends during breaks and I could get along more with people in class. In the meanwhile my mother had a relationship with some one. It took her about 7 years to found out he's crazy. (I think I got some trauma's from that guy, maybe that is making the problem bigger.) And again we moved, this time way further. I was 13-14 when I had to go alone with the bus to school and back. I remember I was really scared of this, so I guess I had it all my life.
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