(((Aw thank you!
Yeah I really hope it'll get better.
I'll be over the moon when I'm half as good as her.
O and it's our chef or the other girl who gave bills, but I don't think I received any tips anyway with my great achievement that day.
Oh well, there's still tomorrow. )))
It will get better Oak, you'll see! I have no doubt of that because believe it or not, you already fought and won--- you got past the fear of even attempting to do this & what's more, despite a not so perfect day, you are still determined to go back at your next scheduled time. What you have done and are doing takes some REAL guts & determination, so Sweetie, you got what it takes, you just need a little experience and it WILL get way better for you.
A lot people are very self centered and think they they should have the best of everything & that includes service at resturants/business, but there are a few others that are very patient and understanding and will even admire you for your 'training'. If there were any of those people in the resturant yesterday, I think they would have let a tip for you to give you encouragement (I WOULD HAVE! :wink: ) Chances are you did get tips, but unfortunately, you didn't know.
Truth be known, I would have a difficult time even going into a resturant, much less working in one, which is why I keep saying HOORAY for YOU! Working for the average Joe/Jill can be stressful & difficult, but much, MUCH more intense for people like 'us'! No matter what happens from here on out, you can always take pride in knowing you conquered your fears, & always remember that and think of everything as a learning experience and stepping stone to bigger and better things ahead! You'll go far, you'll see!