a little bit about me and my problem.

[Jegan]

-I feel so confused all the time.
-I feel so scared of the world and the reality.
-I cant express my self.
-I feel so lost.
-I feel very week and I dont have much energy most of the time.
-My thought process is incomplete.
-I have no interest in anything.
-I feel trapped.
-I cant motivate my self to do anything.
-I am runing away from life and everyone around me.
-I cant keep a healthy relationship.
-I am losing contact of the outside world and my own life.
-I am forgeting my self and everyone around me.
-I am not able to tell anyone what im feeling.
-I cant find peace anywhere.
-I feel like im dead.
-My brain is dead.
-I think about s***** everytime!

 

[crazyfox]

Wow, Jegan, that's quite a list!

I'm no expert, but it sounds like you suffer from low self-esteem--I bet most people would think a lot better of you than you think of yourself!!

Are you seeing a therapist? That might help you to realize that you are NOT the loser you think you are--also it would help relieve your feelings of being different and alone.

Because believe it or not, LOTS of people feel just the way you do--you really are not alone and I bet people would really like and accept you if you could just learn to "be yourself"around them!!

 

[drjo91]

oh wow i feel the same way..i also feel empty inside...i want to always feel alone...and i am very sensitive...even i fi get into an argument afterwards i might cry about it...my life makes no sense...nothing matters to me...is like i am dead....i am always sad...no matter how much i try to be happy i can't be happy.