well it happened again... i had been going good living life w/o too much obsessing, not much worry average but not extreme.... my fears of being a bad person and a pedophile had decreased, then when i was hanging out with my friend his sister had a friend over they were both like 16 so it didnt worry too much that i found them attractive but then i saw a picture of his sister when she was younger like 10ish and at first i knew it could be a trigger, i had no arousal but it seemed like i found her good looking and i kept asking myself if i was attracted to her... to the point i wasn't sure if i was sexually attracted.... this sucks