Hi guys,
wanted to share with you guys about my sorrows.
As a person suffering from social anxiety, I will always try to rush from point to point when in public to escape from the crowd. And I always want to reach home quickly as possible.
Today, I did the same. And when i came home, I realized my jeans was unzip. I felt so embarrassed and humiliated. I wonder how many people saw me with my jeans unzip. I actually feel like killing myself.
There are so many times when my bag was unzip and I have lost money ($50) from my pocket before. And now my zip.
I feel God/life/fate is very unkind to me. It has already given me social anxiety to suffer with, and now all these. I don't feel like living anymore.
wanted to share with you guys about my sorrows.
As a person suffering from social anxiety, I will always try to rush from point to point when in public to escape from the crowd. And I always want to reach home quickly as possible.
Today, I did the same. And when i came home, I realized my jeans was unzip. I felt so embarrassed and humiliated. I wonder how many people saw me with my jeans unzip. I actually feel like killing myself.
There are so many times when my bag was unzip and I have lost money ($50) from my pocket before. And now my zip.
I feel God/life/fate is very unkind to me. It has already given me social anxiety to suffer with, and now all these. I don't feel like living anymore.