sphericalmind
Member
Hi everyone, I'm kinda new here and have only posted once as you can probably see. Anyway, I have suffered from SA and depression for some years now. I'm halfway through highschool and things definately don't seem to be getting better. I can easily count the times i've been out with friends. I'm still kind of afraid to get a job or do anything. I'm extremely shy and have always been known as the guy who doesn't talk. I've never been in a real relationship and it just kills me because almost every person I've known have been and it makes me lonely.
I met this girl in school and we became friends and started hanging out which filled me with hope. I couldn't have been more wrong thinking that there would actually be a chance that she might like me. I've been so depressed after that. I've been seeing a counsellor for six months and I've been taking antidepressants which I don't think make much of a difference because I feel like I'm still the same. Hopefully, I'm wrong. School will start again soon and I really don't feel like going back.
Sorry if it's quite long and uninteresting but I just had to let it out and share my story because I don't know what to do anymore. My whole point is not to ask for sympathy but to simply see if there are actually people out there I could relate to or talk to. So... yeah, thanks for taking the time to read.
I met this girl in school and we became friends and started hanging out which filled me with hope. I couldn't have been more wrong thinking that there would actually be a chance that she might like me. I've been so depressed after that. I've been seeing a counsellor for six months and I've been taking antidepressants which I don't think make much of a difference because I feel like I'm still the same. Hopefully, I'm wrong. School will start again soon and I really don't feel like going back.
Sorry if it's quite long and uninteresting but I just had to let it out and share my story because I don't know what to do anymore. My whole point is not to ask for sympathy but to simply see if there are actually people out there I could relate to or talk to. So... yeah, thanks for taking the time to read.