I am struggling with, well, everything about life. I often wonder how people just automatically know how to do "adult things". For example, a lot of my friends have gotten jobs at health care facilities for the summer. How do they know how to apply? Or when to apply. How do people just KNOW how to make a good resume? I do job searches online and I can't find anything and have no idea how to ask or who to ask. I have NO support and I am an only child. I feel like everyone else has lived life before and know whats going on and I'm brand new and stupid. I applied for one job in the last year and it was the most overwhelming thing in the world. I needed a month to recover. It's so difficult to talk to people and worse to be rejected. Even if I wanted to try, I have no idea how to. I feel like it was a mistake that I made it into the world. I can't operate like a normal person. I'm so sick of being 27 and feeling 10 and knowing that I don't have the life skills to change it.
I hope this is in the correct forum. This situation is clearly a result of debilitating anxiety for over 15 years so I think it is.. sorry if not :sad:
I hope this is in the correct forum. This situation is clearly a result of debilitating anxiety for over 15 years so I think it is.. sorry if not :sad: