esp
Active member
This is really hard for me, I even have a fear of posting. But here goes, I'm 29 and I'm wondering if anyone has social phobia as bad as me, because I still live at home, I've never had a real job (i've only studied by correspondence), I never go out alone, I can't use the phone, I have no friends, I've never had a boyfriend. The list goes on. But recently I had a nervous breakdown and now I'm getting help, I'm on antidepressants, getting cognitive-behavioural therapy with a psychologist. My problem started at school with friends rejecting me, and being teased for being shy (they called me the silent one). I'm scared to post this but I'm gonna try anyway.