My mom is responsible for many traumatic moments in my life... things that have made or strengthened my conditions/disorders, yet she considers herself angelically spotless and admits absolutely nothing. She even considers herself a victim and views me as the culprit (the fact that I'm the hospital only causes her to believe this even more). Today during a phone conversation, she even said, "I have done nothing to you." The pain and anger that I feel because of her refusal to acknowledge anything hits so deeply. I'm also disgusted because of how she just selectively chooses to remember only positive components about herself. I only still talk to her because I have to rely on her, not because of love, so at least I won't have to feel grief when I finally walk away from her once and for all. Can you relate? Not necessarily just with your parents, but anyone. I'm just done with trying to remind/convince her because it doesn't do me any good and she'll never understand.
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