Thats a great post, Getting there, I agree, youll see God if youre looking for God, same as you will see the good in humanity if you look for it and not focus on our shortcomings.
Theres a lot of evidence for god if you look for it, if you want scientific evidence there is plenty of research done into the near death experience. There was a 13 year medical study done into NDEs and the results were published in the lancet medical journal, heres a link
http://www.iands.org/dutch_study.html
Faith can help us make sense of our problems and give us strength and direction, if we were wrong at the end of it all we wont know anyway and will be gone, but if it helped us to live a more fullfilling life then that can only be good.
There are a number of NDE accounts by former atheists, AJ Ayer a well known "intellectual" atheist died in hospital but was succesfully resusitated and revealed he had an NDE where he met the "supreme being" I bet that was a shock for him, especially as hed made it his mission in life to convince us God didnt exist he he
Another former atheist ,Arthur Yensen, had an NDE and came back with answers to questions he had not been able to answer adequately before hand.
This is what he said:
"What is success and what is failure?
We came into this world to have trouble and to learn from it. Unfortunately many people don't realize this and complain about their bad luck and spend their lives chasing pleasure, fame and money. Then they die without making any spiritual progress. And so they waste life after life.
It should be obvious that all we'll take with us is our character, our karma and our abilities, and that we'll have to live with people like ourselves.
Therefore, our highest success would be to rise into the highest heaven through unselfish love. And our most dismal failure would be to hate ourselves out of existence - if that is possible."