The subject hit me. I feel precisely the same. Im 20 male, earning a good salary, but otherwise I can't make contact with people. Yesterday I made a few attempts at online dating, no responses from any of the people I wrote to. Today, I feel horrible, on the way to work I almost started crying on the public tranport (but I managed to maintain my angry frown). Now im sitting here infront of my PC, I just don't care. Waves of rage are rippling through me. From outside I look like im just doing my job, but any second I could just crack grab this monitor and throw it out the window (thats what I feel like). Maybe I'm just having a horrible day, the combination of not getting any response from the girls I wrote to, having a cold, and just having a bad day. I just hate myself, 1, I must be ugly cause why havent I had a gf yet, and this SP is making me look weak, I am mentally weak. I don't know, hope things get better.