I've been married, had a child, numerous long-term relationships, ran social groups all with sweaty hands. It sucks. We all get it. Do something about and take the advice given. Not much we can do here otherwise for you.
Like backfish said, everyone has something. I lost my business due to chronic pain. It sucks and yet I move on. We've had plenty of people on here like yourself. You cry, yet make little effort to make a life for yourself. Start by talking to the people closest to you.