Basically I am deformed. It kills me everyday I look in the mirror everyday trying to overcome it and can't. I don't think many people are as ugly as me. I can't even describe the kind of effect my face has to it.
this is the only guy I can find that has a similar kind of distortion effect to his face. (not me in the video)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aojxjATRW94
I have the same kind of weird look to my face. I don't have his masculine look though.
People stare at me and gossip behind my back. I hate having to get all the weird looks whenever I go outside. Whats worse is I'm pretty much social detached and uninterested in dealing with people and when I go outside it's reinforced by poor treatment.
I just started a new job and that's what brought my bad feelings about it back. People around the new work place ether stare at me or ignore me. I don't want to be attractive I just wish I could blend in and be a social ghost rather than a target.
Hate my life :sad:
this is the only guy I can find that has a similar kind of distortion effect to his face. (not me in the video)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aojxjATRW94
I have the same kind of weird look to my face. I don't have his masculine look though.
People stare at me and gossip behind my back. I hate having to get all the weird looks whenever I go outside. Whats worse is I'm pretty much social detached and uninterested in dealing with people and when I go outside it's reinforced by poor treatment.
I just started a new job and that's what brought my bad feelings about it back. People around the new work place ether stare at me or ignore me. I don't want to be attractive I just wish I could blend in and be a social ghost rather than a target.
Hate my life :sad:
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