I have the same problem..... I graduated in physics, and now I was about to take the course for master degree, but I found no professor to be my orientator, I think they all rejected me... people say those things are difficult but I dont know. My SA is destroying my carrer.
I am too afraid of being a teacher and thats what everyone in my area do.
I feeling like no opportunities good will show up, because everything involves SA...
I can't do the course for master degree because of SA. I can't work because of SA.
Everything in my life for easier than it may look life gets impeded by SA.
My instructor at the gym is forgetting to change my series of exercises... and I think SA might be involved.
I think I am still allowed the right to live by SA but I am not so sure... it looks like SA is saying to me to kill myself.
I gone to the doctor and he doesn't think I have SA, he thinks I might have some kind of light anxiety disorder.
So I stoped to go to the doctor, and I stoped to take my medicine for epilepsy... I didn't had any problem because of that.
I started to cut my wrists when I got depressed... which happens to be a common thing. My mother never noticed.. only two times she noticed the cuts but I said it was nothing, and she ignored.... lol
Sorry I think I got off topic, but I was going to say that I also feel useless... I can never help people and because of that they don't come for me to ask for help, they ignore me, I am not an option... and I would love to help people to give comfort those kind of thing since it is nice to know they would look for me to tell about their problems but nobody is reading this so I don't care