Angel_Of_Death
Well-known member
Here is my situation. Normally I have different cycles, in which some cycles are positive, I don't feel too depressed and I feel motivated in the stuff that are important, school, work, workouts ect...And then there are cycles where I feel down and depressed. These cycles can usually last some weeks or sometimes close to a month, it varies alot.
Lately however, I've been feeling a little different. In the last couple of weeks, I haven't really felt sad of depressed. At the same time I don't feel good either, just normal. But what's concerning me is my total loss of motivation for school and work. I just have this "I don't care" attitude lately and I can't help it. I spend my time drinking, smoking weed, and picking up hookers and gambling. I know all these things are "bad", but I don't have the motivation for anything important, I've dropped some classes in school, been missing work alot. But still, I haven't felt depressed or anything, although I suspect it could hit me anytime.
When I think rationally, I know my self destructive habits are bad and I need to change and focus on important thing if I want to have a chance for any success in my life. But I just can't get motivated or find the energy to be motivated. Physically I often feel tired and lazy but that's nothing new in my case.
Have you guys ever felt or feel this way, how can I get the motivation ?
Lately however, I've been feeling a little different. In the last couple of weeks, I haven't really felt sad of depressed. At the same time I don't feel good either, just normal. But what's concerning me is my total loss of motivation for school and work. I just have this "I don't care" attitude lately and I can't help it. I spend my time drinking, smoking weed, and picking up hookers and gambling. I know all these things are "bad", but I don't have the motivation for anything important, I've dropped some classes in school, been missing work alot. But still, I haven't felt depressed or anything, although I suspect it could hit me anytime.
When I think rationally, I know my self destructive habits are bad and I need to change and focus on important thing if I want to have a chance for any success in my life. But I just can't get motivated or find the energy to be motivated. Physically I often feel tired and lazy but that's nothing new in my case.
Have you guys ever felt or feel this way, how can I get the motivation ?
