Chilling__Echo said:
is it something that you knew was coming? like old age? or is this sudden? i know that if a pet is older, it's easier to cope with because you know it's coming - but just hang in there and cry your eyes out! crying is a stress reliever. don't hold those tears back! and then when you have nothing left to cry, take a deep breath and take things one day at a time.
my heart goes out to you and keep us posted! i'm sorry!
2 weeks ago, I would have never thought anything was wrong with him. He had been losing weight and losing his appetite. Then he started looking bad so we took him to the vet. He got an ultrasound, there was a large tumor. Just yesterday he got his spleen (that's where the tumor was attached) removed. I can't believe he got his spleen removed. It's so hard to believe. He should feel a lot better now since the tumor isn't pressing against his stomach. Next week, after the tumor has been sent to pathology and they have looked at it, we will know if it is cancer or not. I'm so nervous. I've had this dog since I was 2. I can't lose him. I know that we will lose him eventually, either in a few months if it's cancer, or maybe a few years if it's not, but it's so hard to believe. I'm glad that he's back home and has had the tumor removed though. The tumor could have ruptured, he would have had internal bleeding, then died. I'm in denial over the whole thing though. He looks fine, but he isn't. That's one of the hardest things, he looked/looks fine, but the vets might be telling me next week that he's going to die within the next 6 months.