Generical
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Im kinda just thinking out loud here and will probably disagree with this in a few hours but i feel that after realising there is a name for this and that i have it, it kinda makes things worse in a way. I mean after reading symptoms and stuff ive suddenly noticed lots of my behaviors could be down to SA whereas i would of just shrugged them off before.
Anyways i really wanted to go to uni this year (hopefully do it next year) but i was late in finding out what i had to do so when the time came to get references from teachers it was later than everyone else so i was kinda nervous as i was late and no one else was still doing it. Ive suddenly realised why i was nervous and its almost like i fall back on having SA and almost use it as an excuse to why i dont do things. It makes me feel like its a physical thing and you cant change it, which i full well know isnt the case as it really is all in your head. As soon as you think your different you'll become different! What im trying to say is that from accepting it ive kinda gone backwards a little bit and in all honesty it can be just a phase in your life if you have the power to overcome it, the length of the phase is upto you really. Also one step could be to stop writing on this forum and get out somewhere!
Not that this forum isnt useful and everyone is well supportive its just if your always around it discussing it you find it harder to get over it. Its just like when psychiatrists and councillers develop mental illnessess from beign around there patients. With this particular phobia its best to forget it, not think about it and walk out the door!
Sorry if i sound like a complete prick :?
Anyways i really wanted to go to uni this year (hopefully do it next year) but i was late in finding out what i had to do so when the time came to get references from teachers it was later than everyone else so i was kinda nervous as i was late and no one else was still doing it. Ive suddenly realised why i was nervous and its almost like i fall back on having SA and almost use it as an excuse to why i dont do things. It makes me feel like its a physical thing and you cant change it, which i full well know isnt the case as it really is all in your head. As soon as you think your different you'll become different! What im trying to say is that from accepting it ive kinda gone backwards a little bit and in all honesty it can be just a phase in your life if you have the power to overcome it, the length of the phase is upto you really. Also one step could be to stop writing on this forum and get out somewhere!
Not that this forum isnt useful and everyone is well supportive its just if your always around it discussing it you find it harder to get over it. Its just like when psychiatrists and councillers develop mental illnessess from beign around there patients. With this particular phobia its best to forget it, not think about it and walk out the door!
Sorry if i sound like a complete prick :?