Foxglove
Well-known member
I do. People just seem to overlook me. People cut in front of me in line when I go shopping, sales personnel act like they don't see me. When I am out with my husband, people we know will greet him and chat with him, and act like I am not there. I am really puzzled and hurt by this. And instead of thinking, like, "Jeez, these people are real assholes", I think "Jeez, I must have "asshole" or "loser" or "freak" tattooed on my forehead, to make these people think they can treat me this way." It makes me feel like people can sense that I'm not worth the common decency, courtesy or respect that other people are entitled to. It makes me feel like others can sense that I'm no better than a pile of dogshit on the sidewalk. Sorry, I just needed to let off some steam after a traumatic and stressful Christmas-shopping trip yesterday.