Ah huv'nae hud any real friends since high school - even durin' that period uh ma life, ah didnae huv many - most of them were pot-smokin', sex-obsessed and cooler than ah could ever hope tae be.
Ah hud one friend, at best - but then he was also physically disabled, so we kinda bonded over huvin' that in common, strangely.
And it doesnae really bother me that ah don't huv friends... Loneliness sucks. But it pass if ye don't give it too much thought.
But then, ah'm no' the kinda guy who feels ah need friends tae be happy. Coz ye huv tae be happy in yerself, first n' foremost. Ah know... Selfish, innit?
Also, ye cannae really forced somebuddy tae like ye - not that ah want tae be liked. But ah learnt that wantin' people tae like ye isnae within your control, really. Nae point tryin' tae please others all the time. Sorry, rambling like a rambler.