Ever since I was a baby I've been shy, whenever someone would try to talk to me I'd just hide behind my mom and let her do the talking. Well I'm 19 years old now and shyness is still a big part of my life. It has prevented me from going to many social events, and helped me savor a lot of frustration. I've always dreamed about being popular and having a care free personality where if you like me cool, and if you don't like me cool, it won't bother me as long as I'm being true to myself. That's a lot harder said then done. Sometimes I just can't help but to be awkward and shy, and it's almost impossible not to beat myself up for it (Not physically but emotionally). Over the years this has made me develop a fear of public speaking when before I loved public speaking and didn't even get why people got scared of it. Lost many friends, and now have a boring life. Hate to say it but it's true. I want to do more for my life and get rid of shyness, I feel like once I do that there is no limit to what I can do in the future because I will love life. If there is anyone who can relate or share there story on how they helped ease down there shyness, please share. Thanks for your read.