Come on... what about people with autistic spectrum disorders, that's not just some simple fear you know. I have tried a lot until now, and I still do the same. Try to live as I can the way I am. I have spent altogether over a year of traveling in exotic countries (most of which I was depressed) and years worked abroad. Like cleaner, aupair and carer. That's the most I can do and not even that because my social skills are getting in the way. I know my life can never be better than that, if something then only worse. And I am tired of living the way I lived.. without hopes for anything better.