alwaysrunning
Well-known member
Faking being ok feels awful but at least people are still around. When i let my real feelings and fears be known i just alienate people i care about to the point that they dont want to be around me anymore. From now on ill only be sad around myself, ill pretend to be ok when im dying inside, are you ok? yes my life is wonderful. People say they want you to be honest with them but when you dont know why your'e sad theres not really much to tell. I've been sad since i started getting bullied in middles school and i havent been the same since. It doesnt seem to be a good enough explanation for people and i really wish it were something else. But i guess ill just pretend to be happy so that my "unconvincing" story will be only mine to feel.....