dannyboy65
Well-known member
Recently I was diagnosed with gout. This is bad in its self, but when your 19 and diagnosed its worse. I feel so fat and gross because of it. I started to eat a lot healthier, but no matter what I eat I feel bad. I don't even like to eat anymore cause what ever I eat I feel pathetic and fat. I admit after I was taken out of the hospital I gained a lot of wait last year I gained 50 pounds. Just thinking of that makes me sad. I get people making fun of my weight a lot now and I'm trying so hard to lose it, but it seems I can't and I keep trying. Yet another note is I'm unmotivated because no matter what I do I feel fat and gross. Sorry I just really had to let out what was bugging me.