NotAfraidJustBlah
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Hey. Well I'm a bit older now, in my thirties. I went online a lot back in the 90's when I was in my younger days, using it to 'hook up' and all that. I must of met like anywhere from 50-70 people.. (girls), but it wasn't all creepy or sketchy. Some I became friends, some still to this day. But I did 'hook up' with maybe 10-15..
I actually should not feel bad. Most became genuine dates or relationships, no different than anyone else does by going out to clubs or just being overly outgoing for a while.
But I feel bad that it was all online, and I sorta left some of them in the dust. Not respond to their emails after, etc..
It's become a guilt, and now I can't go online and meet anyone. If I do, I intentionally make myself seem boring or awkawrd, I think because I feel like if I act too "interesting or fun or funny" I feel I'm still pulling games like I used to...
Anyway, what do u guys think. Guess I just wanna hear what you think about that....
I actually should not feel bad. Most became genuine dates or relationships, no different than anyone else does by going out to clubs or just being overly outgoing for a while.
But I feel bad that it was all online, and I sorta left some of them in the dust. Not respond to their emails after, etc..
It's become a guilt, and now I can't go online and meet anyone. If I do, I intentionally make myself seem boring or awkawrd, I think because I feel like if I act too "interesting or fun or funny" I feel I'm still pulling games like I used to...
Anyway, what do u guys think. Guess I just wanna hear what you think about that....