RedRibbons
Well-known member
Do you get sick of it?
I am so sick of feeling like I can't do anything.
Do you feel selfish?
I feel extremely selfish for being so helpless and doing fuck all about it. Even though I try.. I obviously don't try hard enough or I wouldn't be here.
Do you feel like a pain to be around anyone?
I feel like I will only bring people down with my bullshit crying and sobbing and whining about how I don't know what to do with my life.
I feel like I take more than I give.. And everything feels wrong inside me. I feel like I don't know my motivations for anything, if I even have motivation to do things. I feel like nothing is pure.. There is no pure fucking reason for anything. I get jealous. I feel inadequate. I feel insecure. I feel selfish. I feel like a failure. I feel not good enough for anyone. I feel like a close-minded asshole fuck!!!
I hate being depressed. Is this depression though? Or is this just another reason. Another reason to hide away like a selfish idiot.. taking and taking and taking and taking and taking and taking.
I feel like I can't love enough. I can't give enough. I can't do enough. And I am just a fuck up.
Where is the me that used to be?? Where did that girl go?? I cared about things. I loved things. I was interested in things. I cared. I CARED. I was not afraid, and I cared. And the older I get the more fucked up and confusing it gets. What is this shit?? What is it?!!
I am so sick of feeling like I can't do anything.
Do you feel selfish?
I feel extremely selfish for being so helpless and doing fuck all about it. Even though I try.. I obviously don't try hard enough or I wouldn't be here.
Do you feel like a pain to be around anyone?
I feel like I will only bring people down with my bullshit crying and sobbing and whining about how I don't know what to do with my life.
I feel like I take more than I give.. And everything feels wrong inside me. I feel like I don't know my motivations for anything, if I even have motivation to do things. I feel like nothing is pure.. There is no pure fucking reason for anything. I get jealous. I feel inadequate. I feel insecure. I feel selfish. I feel like a failure. I feel not good enough for anyone. I feel like a close-minded asshole fuck!!!
I hate being depressed. Is this depression though? Or is this just another reason. Another reason to hide away like a selfish idiot.. taking and taking and taking and taking and taking and taking.
I feel like I can't love enough. I can't give enough. I can't do enough. And I am just a fuck up.
Where is the me that used to be?? Where did that girl go?? I cared about things. I loved things. I was interested in things. I cared. I CARED. I was not afraid, and I cared. And the older I get the more fucked up and confusing it gets. What is this shit?? What is it?!!