Guys please listen, I know it is very hard on this bumpy and rocky road that we call life. However, we can't give up no matter what. You really have to dig deep into yourself to find a way to keep on going. I go through those same feelings of angst and anguish that you guys go through. Sometimes I'll cry when I'm by myself because I would be so nostalgic about how my life used to be. I am so sad now because from the ages of 6-11, I was so happy. I was living my life so freely and I didn't have any major insecurities. I'm now 25 and I just wish that I was happy like I was then. It just seems like after I became a teenager, things really began to change. I became apprehensive, very insecure, and just had this detachment from my peers. I was teased a little, and I guess that was my way of protecting myself. Unfortunately, this led me to be a social misfit as I didn't go to any dances, proms, games, or anything social all during my high-school years.
I know I kinda went off topic, but my point is that I am still here. I do struggle with certain things I my life, but so does everybody. I just thank God that He still gives me the strength to try to be more confident and be less doubtful of myself and my capabilities. Find some motivation in your life and get out there and grab what's rightfully yours! Tell yourself that you are worth something and nobody is above you. You do have self-worth and value and know that!!