SPECTACULAR
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Okay, today I had an interview. I was applying for a job. they called me and set a date to meet me and talk to me a little bit. you know that routine.
anyway, I couldn't believe it because i never expected them to call. The important thing is I WAS NOT AFRAID. or even nervous. I have no idea why. I guess it's because i didn't take it too serious or kept thinking about it too much and thinking about the possibilities that i'll screw it up.
On that day, i had to drive my brother to the airport only half an hour before i am supposed to be at their office.
I went there five minutes late. They took me to a room and a big tall guy got in and started talking to me and asking me the usual questions about why i want to work for them and how am i gonna be able to study and work in the same time. and again i was not afraid or intimidated. I was talking and smiling and my body language was good. In my head i was thinking, what the hell is going on? Why am i so good? that's not me! :lol:
anyway, it ended perfectly and they said they'll call me later. I decided to give myself a real test, so i decided to go to McDonalds. I went in there and ordered a meal and started eating. I was so calm again and everything was just great!
Now, am i cured or it's just my mind forgot to annoy me the way it usually does? Have you had good times in the middle of social phobia hell?
Am I going to get back to my social phobia again or is it gone?
I guess i myself can't answer that question. :!:
anyway, I couldn't believe it because i never expected them to call. The important thing is I WAS NOT AFRAID. or even nervous. I have no idea why. I guess it's because i didn't take it too serious or kept thinking about it too much and thinking about the possibilities that i'll screw it up.
On that day, i had to drive my brother to the airport only half an hour before i am supposed to be at their office.
I went there five minutes late. They took me to a room and a big tall guy got in and started talking to me and asking me the usual questions about why i want to work for them and how am i gonna be able to study and work in the same time. and again i was not afraid or intimidated. I was talking and smiling and my body language was good. In my head i was thinking, what the hell is going on? Why am i so good? that's not me! :lol:
anyway, it ended perfectly and they said they'll call me later. I decided to give myself a real test, so i decided to go to McDonalds. I went in there and ordered a meal and started eating. I was so calm again and everything was just great!
Now, am i cured or it's just my mind forgot to annoy me the way it usually does? Have you had good times in the middle of social phobia hell?
Am I going to get back to my social phobia again or is it gone?
I guess i myself can't answer that question. :!: