shyflower
Well-known member
A little over a month ago, I lost my car due to an accident that was not my fault. I got the worst end of the deal and the most damage on my car that was 15 years old. I had fixed a lot of the problems it had and it was running really good. It seemed like after that day.. everything changed. A couple of my friends were getting new cars and bragging about it and I was feeling bad because mine was sitting here at the house at the time for it's fate to be determined. This accident was very unexpected and a lot of people knew about it. I wasn't expecting any sympathy.. maybe just a little empathy and that people would understand that I did not have the money to just go out and buy another car. I also lost my job in the process. I have found summer work though.. so I am not as nearly depressed as I would have been just sitting at home. Now.. I feel like I am being judged for what happened.. no one talks to me anymore and they just really don't care. I have always been honest about my current situation.. and now that when I meet new people and they realize my situation.. I feel like they don't want to be friends with me. I don't know... I am just looking for friendship from people right now.. that's all.. and maybe I am not good enough for it because of what I don't have. I really feel like a loser now..I still have friendship to offer.. and why does it have to be about material things?
