jus4u76
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a few years ago, i might have said f*cking jesus out loud, but it might be just that i had a thought and i thought that i said it out loud or breathed the words out or whatever, but i would never do something like that, so it would be something like fa and say jesus in my mind i think. im a christian and i never said anything against any religious figures, but i still do have the tendency to have those 2 words in my head and worry that i might have said it out loud. i think i never wanted to pray for forgiveness for this, but it was just a compulsion. i realized that it was my gut instinct telling me that it's just my ocd. do you think it's just my scrupulosity, so i should just ignore it and i didn't or won't have to pray for forgiveness for anything related to this?
i also worry that my mouth was open when those thoughts go through my mind because i thought that i would say it out loud or breathing while having those 2 words go through my head is like. these 2 words together is like my trademark now. i had these 2 words going through my head numerous times, so i got frustrated and tried to stop worrying about it by saying it out loud, but i would be very upset by even going close to it and it did!!!!
i also worry that my mouth was open when those thoughts go through my mind because i thought that i would say it out loud or breathing while having those 2 words go through my head is like. these 2 words together is like my trademark now. i had these 2 words going through my head numerous times, so i got frustrated and tried to stop worrying about it by saying it out loud, but i would be very upset by even going close to it and it did!!!!