TodayAlive
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This was about a month ago and I was at my register at work.
As I was working, I saw some kid was going through the register aisle behind me (you know, the opposite way you go through a register aisle).
I felt so compelled to touch them. Again, I became nervous and sick to my stomach. I never felt that way before.
I begin to drift towards them (with my rear end) as they moved perpendicular to me, like I was going to touch them.
I wasn't looking behind me, but I was so scared I was going to touch them.
Again, I didn't touch them, but I felt like I was trying to.
I didn't want to touch them, but I've also been struggling with the thought that I was really trying to touch them. I've also been struggling to tell myself that the reason I was moving towards them was because it was a nervous compulsion, but I keep relapsing.
I recently thought that since I really thought and felt like I was going to touch, then I must have been trying to. It's starting to freak me out.
I know this sounds weird and completely stupid, but can someone help?
As I was working, I saw some kid was going through the register aisle behind me (you know, the opposite way you go through a register aisle).
I felt so compelled to touch them. Again, I became nervous and sick to my stomach. I never felt that way before.
I begin to drift towards them (with my rear end) as they moved perpendicular to me, like I was going to touch them.
I wasn't looking behind me, but I was so scared I was going to touch them.
Again, I didn't touch them, but I felt like I was trying to.
I didn't want to touch them, but I've also been struggling with the thought that I was really trying to touch them. I've also been struggling to tell myself that the reason I was moving towards them was because it was a nervous compulsion, but I keep relapsing.
I recently thought that since I really thought and felt like I was going to touch, then I must have been trying to. It's starting to freak me out.
I know this sounds weird and completely stupid, but can someone help?