coyote
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i know what i want. and i am going to get it.
I'm intrigued,... and a little excited.
i know what i want. and i am going to get it.
Filled with dread.
In about 10 minutes my sister is insisting on taking me out with her friends to get drunk/go to clubs as it's my 18th. I just know I'll end up hating every second. I hate alcohol and I hate being drunk. I swear I'll turn into a really depressed drunk.
My mood is really down. I just moved and things are much worse than before. My stress level is really high all the time. I don't sleep and eat very much. I can't do anything differently. I'm surrounded by people constantly and it's really hard on my SA. I try to retreat into a "safe" place but there is no such thing. I feel exposed and vulnerable.
But I just have to deal with it. There's no other way.
be strong! you will make it through. if you have to take trips to quiet places to get your alone time in. are you living in a dorm or something?
feeling pretty grrreat i went to the bar/club last night with my friend and had a good time! apart from a few sleezy drunks hitting on me, it was fun! there was one cute guy i kept seeing that kept telling me he liked my hair, it was pretty funny... and we had too much fun being sketchy corner bitches making fun of all the slutty drunk girls who couldn't dance for SH!T!! hahaha good times!!
YESSS!!! i have an interview next week! totally holding my breath! still, i'm excited.
Didn't make it to Toronto at all. All day, one place.
I fine now.
I know how you feel - I didn't make it Toronto today, either.