ForWantOf
Well-known member
I've ruined my life. I had nothing for so long. By some miracle, I gained everything, and I sabotaged it. I don't know what's going to happen to me. I have no idea what I'm going to do tomorrow. I've never felt more lost in my life.
I feel like I'm wasting away. Pieces of me are chipping off and disintegrating, and soon there won't be anything left.
What I've lost, I can never have again. What I had was beyond special, beyond anything I could have imagined. I don't know why I've made this thread. I'm not looking for advice or sympathy. I just don't have anyone to talk to right now, and I needed to write down what I was thinking and feeling. This place is where it all started for me. So it seemed as good a spot as any. I don't know if I'll post anything else in this thread. For right now, I need to go for a walk because I'm certainly not sleeping tonight.
I feel like I'm wasting away. Pieces of me are chipping off and disintegrating, and soon there won't be anything left.
What I've lost, I can never have again. What I had was beyond special, beyond anything I could have imagined. I don't know why I've made this thread. I'm not looking for advice or sympathy. I just don't have anyone to talk to right now, and I needed to write down what I was thinking and feeling. This place is where it all started for me. So it seemed as good a spot as any. I don't know if I'll post anything else in this thread. For right now, I need to go for a walk because I'm certainly not sleeping tonight.