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I just gave a presentation, and I hate them.
I hate them so much. I just had to say it.
I was held up all morning with anxiety on giving the presentation. Going through exactly what I'll say.. cuz i can't just be causual. Couldn't even eat lunch until after the presentation.
And even now, after I've given it, I feel like crap and I will feel this way for the next week. I will think about it and feel like I did a bad job. I feel like I was boring as hell. I feel like people's positive remarks "Good job on that" are fake. They are just trying to be encouraging. But they are all saying "she sucks" behind my back.
Okay. I know there is a possibility that I did actually do a good job. But it still just makes me feel freaking terrible. Like everyone can see through me.
Did I mention, I hate presentations?
Anyone else feel this way after a situation where you need to talk to a group of people? That rational side of me tells me I did fine, but for some reason, I feel really crappy. It sucks
I hate them so much. I just had to say it.
I was held up all morning with anxiety on giving the presentation. Going through exactly what I'll say.. cuz i can't just be causual. Couldn't even eat lunch until after the presentation.
And even now, after I've given it, I feel like crap and I will feel this way for the next week. I will think about it and feel like I did a bad job. I feel like I was boring as hell. I feel like people's positive remarks "Good job on that" are fake. They are just trying to be encouraging. But they are all saying "she sucks" behind my back.
Okay. I know there is a possibility that I did actually do a good job. But it still just makes me feel freaking terrible. Like everyone can see through me.
Did I mention, I hate presentations?
Anyone else feel this way after a situation where you need to talk to a group of people? That rational side of me tells me I did fine, but for some reason, I feel really crappy. It sucks