iamantisocial
Well-known member
Thats it. I'm fucking fed up already. I've been slacking off too long. Its about time I got off my ass and did something about it.
If you've been lookin at my previous posts, I've sometimes lashed out at my parents on some occasions.
Now I've finally had it! I'm sick and tired of all their bullshit. Their humiliation. Their treating me like a fucking kid! I'm sick and tired of them controlling my life! They do not own my life! Fuck them!!! I give them money... I respect them... I help em out in the house... but they do not fucking respect me.
And I've started taking action... started the month of august... getting all the overtime I can get from my boss. Making extra moneyon my paycheck. I'm also going to school. I'm gonna be an auto mechanic in 6 fucking months!!! At a low expense on training, I'd be making alot of money when I get out there... Yeah I heard the only down side to being a mechanic is rolling in the dirt and getting sore hands and smelling like grease... But I dont mind that! I'd come to work in a dirty place and smell and roll around in the grease... I dont mind that one bit! Its gonna pay me good... and I like cars too...
And in 2 years time (cross my fingers tight and pray to God...), I'd have enough money to get my own place and finally get the fuck out of my house.
I'm really excited! Just thinking about it makes me pumped up and motivated to work... and study... and get up in the morning to do that. Thinking about finally being free. In 2 years time... is making me really excited.
This is like a battle... Its gonna take time, effort, patience... hard work... sacrifice... my fucking sweat and blood!
But all for the price of freedom. Everything is worth it. All for the price of being finally rid of my parents... everything is worth it!!!
I've been waiting for this day... since I was 12. I'm getting out. I'm getting out I'm getting out. I repeat that into my head every single day.
All for the price of freedom.
I'm so happy today!!!!! 8)
If you've been lookin at my previous posts, I've sometimes lashed out at my parents on some occasions.
Now I've finally had it! I'm sick and tired of all their bullshit. Their humiliation. Their treating me like a fucking kid! I'm sick and tired of them controlling my life! They do not own my life! Fuck them!!! I give them money... I respect them... I help em out in the house... but they do not fucking respect me.
And I've started taking action... started the month of august... getting all the overtime I can get from my boss. Making extra moneyon my paycheck. I'm also going to school. I'm gonna be an auto mechanic in 6 fucking months!!! At a low expense on training, I'd be making alot of money when I get out there... Yeah I heard the only down side to being a mechanic is rolling in the dirt and getting sore hands and smelling like grease... But I dont mind that! I'd come to work in a dirty place and smell and roll around in the grease... I dont mind that one bit! Its gonna pay me good... and I like cars too...
And in 2 years time (cross my fingers tight and pray to God...), I'd have enough money to get my own place and finally get the fuck out of my house.
I'm really excited! Just thinking about it makes me pumped up and motivated to work... and study... and get up in the morning to do that. Thinking about finally being free. In 2 years time... is making me really excited.
This is like a battle... Its gonna take time, effort, patience... hard work... sacrifice... my fucking sweat and blood!
But all for the price of freedom. Everything is worth it. All for the price of being finally rid of my parents... everything is worth it!!!
I've been waiting for this day... since I was 12. I'm getting out. I'm getting out I'm getting out. I repeat that into my head every single day.
All for the price of freedom.
I'm so happy today!!!!! 8)