ato
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HI
I dont know if I am a Social phobic but sometimes i feel very depressed and dont like people, specially people that i dont know and I am forced to spend most of my time with, i.e: my work...
I got a new job since January which I have to keep only because i need the money, however there are thousands of reasons that actually makes me think I should quit, but i am not sure if i will find the right place for me after all.
Being new is one of the reasons for I dont like my new job, this is a terrible thing for me. My work mates are a very close group in which i believe i dont fit in. They get along very well, but we are so different ! I dont talk loud and they do, they are all men and like to see naked woman talk about sports and stuff which I dont appreciate. many times i fell like i have to act to survive, but I am such a bad actor ! I prefer to stay alone most of the time and avoid meetings and reunions.
I am overquilyfied for this position which makes me feel humilliated since I am a proffessional and i have to work as a drafter. The reason is I couldnt find a better position because of the labor market so I'd rather being a drafter than unemployed. They know this at work and they have made me a rise but God i feel so burned Out
I may talk about my background as a Social phobic, but i am not sure when did i begin or I may have been just a Shy person. I lost my father when i was a little kid and always being alone during my entire life (33y/old). I think i have become more social phobic among the years. I have always been a lonely person. I have never maintained a long relationship with anyone, when I find friends I lost them because I am unable to understand them
This is a terrible situation i would like to change and believe me I am working hard on it, but i cant see a progress. I have gone to a Psiq. had pills, but I haven't got well yet. My family doesnt know this and I have no friends, I have no one to talk about this issue because I am isolated. Meanwhile I suffer in silence...
I dont know if I am a Social phobic but sometimes i feel very depressed and dont like people, specially people that i dont know and I am forced to spend most of my time with, i.e: my work...
I got a new job since January which I have to keep only because i need the money, however there are thousands of reasons that actually makes me think I should quit, but i am not sure if i will find the right place for me after all.
Being new is one of the reasons for I dont like my new job, this is a terrible thing for me. My work mates are a very close group in which i believe i dont fit in. They get along very well, but we are so different ! I dont talk loud and they do, they are all men and like to see naked woman talk about sports and stuff which I dont appreciate. many times i fell like i have to act to survive, but I am such a bad actor ! I prefer to stay alone most of the time and avoid meetings and reunions.
I am overquilyfied for this position which makes me feel humilliated since I am a proffessional and i have to work as a drafter. The reason is I couldnt find a better position because of the labor market so I'd rather being a drafter than unemployed. They know this at work and they have made me a rise but God i feel so burned Out
I may talk about my background as a Social phobic, but i am not sure when did i begin or I may have been just a Shy person. I lost my father when i was a little kid and always being alone during my entire life (33y/old). I think i have become more social phobic among the years. I have always been a lonely person. I have never maintained a long relationship with anyone, when I find friends I lost them because I am unable to understand them
This is a terrible situation i would like to change and believe me I am working hard on it, but i cant see a progress. I have gone to a Psiq. had pills, but I haven't got well yet. My family doesnt know this and I have no friends, I have no one to talk about this issue because I am isolated. Meanwhile I suffer in silence...