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Hello. I am new to this forum. ANYWAYS...
I think I am depressed or maybe manic depressive? I really don’t know, and I am embarrassed to tell anyone. My sister and close friends have noticed that I sleep a lot, and have no motivation to do anything. It is true, I do sleep a lot but I do want to do things with my life... I feel like im stuck in this rut... and have been for about 3 months now. I think it has to do with a bad incident i had last year in august. Now I am afraid to go out in public for long especially at night... and I think about death a lot and how I don’t want to die. Could this be the reason I'm afraid to go out? Also recently I have been close to having panic attacks, and when I’m out in public I am extremely paranoid at times. I don’t tell anyone close to me this because I don’t think they will take me serious at all. Another thing that kind of sucks is that I don’t really have any close friends, like a best friend... my sister is pretty much my best friend because we are so close but besides that I don’t have anyone to talk to and hang out with really and a lot of times when I think of that it gets me down. Well that’s all I will type.
I think I am depressed or maybe manic depressive? I really don’t know, and I am embarrassed to tell anyone. My sister and close friends have noticed that I sleep a lot, and have no motivation to do anything. It is true, I do sleep a lot but I do want to do things with my life... I feel like im stuck in this rut... and have been for about 3 months now. I think it has to do with a bad incident i had last year in august. Now I am afraid to go out in public for long especially at night... and I think about death a lot and how I don’t want to die. Could this be the reason I'm afraid to go out? Also recently I have been close to having panic attacks, and when I’m out in public I am extremely paranoid at times. I don’t tell anyone close to me this because I don’t think they will take me serious at all. Another thing that kind of sucks is that I don’t really have any close friends, like a best friend... my sister is pretty much my best friend because we are so close but besides that I don’t have anyone to talk to and hang out with really and a lot of times when I think of that it gets me down. Well that’s all I will type.