Falkor
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hey,
i don't know what to do. I'm just sitting here doing nothing the whole day, and feeling stupid. I wish I could do something, but I can't, because I feel like hiding from the world because I hate myself. I ****ing hate myself.
I start to lose hope, yesterday i felt so awkward while having dinner with my family, and i feel like i could die, out of misery.
I can't cope with any people around me, because I feel uncomfortable around them, and i feel like there must be a miracle who can escape me from thiis.
My life is destroyed,SA makes me feel so sick around people and BDD makes me feel the most fugly person in the world. And this all makes me unemployed, no job, no school, a life full of boredom , I want to do something like everyone else, but now it's already been 3 years... Please for god sakes.. im getting more and more depressed.. my life sucks.....
IM SORRY PEOPLE! for thiis stupid fugly post, but i feel like this more and more. getting depressing thoughts, and feeling worthless.
just because i dont have anything to do, and i have a low self esteem.
I feel desttroyed
i don't know what to do. I'm just sitting here doing nothing the whole day, and feeling stupid. I wish I could do something, but I can't, because I feel like hiding from the world because I hate myself. I ****ing hate myself.
I start to lose hope, yesterday i felt so awkward while having dinner with my family, and i feel like i could die, out of misery.
I can't cope with any people around me, because I feel uncomfortable around them, and i feel like there must be a miracle who can escape me from thiis.
My life is destroyed,SA makes me feel so sick around people and BDD makes me feel the most fugly person in the world. And this all makes me unemployed, no job, no school, a life full of boredom , I want to do something like everyone else, but now it's already been 3 years... Please for god sakes.. im getting more and more depressed.. my life sucks.....
IM SORRY PEOPLE! for thiis stupid fugly post, but i feel like this more and more. getting depressing thoughts, and feeling worthless.
just because i dont have anything to do, and i have a low self esteem.
I feel desttroyed