BlaiseBLATES
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I really do hate people right now. I've just been thinking and if it wasn't for people being absoloute idiots to me I would'nt be here right now. It's like I used to be able to controll my anxiety and that at school, but then I got rather severly bullied by a load of lads for how I looked and now I've changed ALOT and I can barely step out my door. I don't think it's fair that the girl in the miniskirt has everyone being in love with her, but the girl who's completely just honest with herself and dresses a little crazy gets a lump of concrete thrown at her head. I've changed alot which I really don't like, I'm not as out spoken as I used to be, I don't dress how I want to when I go out, I dress how I'd be accepted. It's a really pathetic thing to do since I can only go out for 5-10 minutes before having a panic attack. Has anyone else been in a similar situation who's in their teens? (i'm only fourteen)