RandyMarsh
Active member
Ok so I’m 20 years old I have no friends, never had a girlfriend, I left school when I was 16 and have done absolutely nothing with my life since. I am the definition of a loser. My lufe is going nowhere.
I’ve been on benefits and when you’ve been signing on for a certain amount of time they put you on to this two week training course where you do out a CV and do internet and interview skills, that type of stuff. The woman who takes the course says it will make you more confident but it hasn’t done that for me, it has just confirmed for me that I am abnormal. Also I am really paranoid. Whenever someone whispers or laughs I always think it is directed at me. I haven’t spoken to the person beside me once and I’ve been there 5 days. There are 15 people on it, everybody always goes together for lunch except me, I go home and today (Friday) after it finished everybody went for a drink except me. I just went home without speaking to anybody. I have no chance of being happy; I think I will be on benefits my entire life. I will never have a girlfriend; I don’t know what to do about social anxiety. I have no idea how to change it or make myself feel better.
I don't know how to finish this thread so here lol
curb your enthusiasm - Beloved Aunt - YouTube
I’ve been on benefits and when you’ve been signing on for a certain amount of time they put you on to this two week training course where you do out a CV and do internet and interview skills, that type of stuff. The woman who takes the course says it will make you more confident but it hasn’t done that for me, it has just confirmed for me that I am abnormal. Also I am really paranoid. Whenever someone whispers or laughs I always think it is directed at me. I haven’t spoken to the person beside me once and I’ve been there 5 days. There are 15 people on it, everybody always goes together for lunch except me, I go home and today (Friday) after it finished everybody went for a drink except me. I just went home without speaking to anybody. I have no chance of being happy; I think I will be on benefits my entire life. I will never have a girlfriend; I don’t know what to do about social anxiety. I have no idea how to change it or make myself feel better.
I don't know how to finish this thread so here lol
curb your enthusiasm - Beloved Aunt - YouTube