Before I go to the point, I'm not really sure if this is the spot to put it, if it isn't, please let me know where to move it.
Me and my gf have known each other for more than 2 years now. She's seen what I look like and heard what I sounded like by talking to a relative of hers. But, she's never physically touched me, and neither have I. But I've never seen or heard her before..... The truth is that we both truely love each other to death and will never give each other up. Usually when we talk it's always happiness and warmth that we both feel, but now it's become starting with happiness and then slowly turning to sadness and depression throughout the day we talk.
A friend of mine theorizes that the reason this is happening is because of the long-distance relationship that we have and the strong urge we have to want to see each other, but we are unable to as we can't from reasons I don't want to say. This is the reason why we become miserable (IE which also means we do love each other very much). I don't know what to do, everyday I suffer the torture of wondering everyday who she is, what she looks like, how she sounds. I'm haunted by her. Every night I dream about her and can't stop thinking about her as if I'm addicted to cocaine..... I'm so confused and depressed, I really need help because, I don't konw what to do..... I don't want to leave her......
Me and my gf have known each other for more than 2 years now. She's seen what I look like and heard what I sounded like by talking to a relative of hers. But, she's never physically touched me, and neither have I. But I've never seen or heard her before..... The truth is that we both truely love each other to death and will never give each other up. Usually when we talk it's always happiness and warmth that we both feel, but now it's become starting with happiness and then slowly turning to sadness and depression throughout the day we talk.
A friend of mine theorizes that the reason this is happening is because of the long-distance relationship that we have and the strong urge we have to want to see each other, but we are unable to as we can't from reasons I don't want to say. This is the reason why we become miserable (IE which also means we do love each other very much). I don't know what to do, everyday I suffer the torture of wondering everyday who she is, what she looks like, how she sounds. I'm haunted by her. Every night I dream about her and can't stop thinking about her as if I'm addicted to cocaine..... I'm so confused and depressed, I really need help because, I don't konw what to do..... I don't want to leave her......