stoneyfaced
Member
Hi. I'm very shy... Shyness causes loneliness, loneliness causes sadness.
I'm 26. Never been the coolest guy. I did have my time in the sun at one stage. But then I grew inhibited.
I feel inferior around most men. Which makes me shy.
I absolutely cannot speak to a female that I deem attractive.
This leave me with no companions. My god Im losing my mind.
I can't figure out where I got so shy, but I can tell you I'm getting no where fast being this shy.
I wish I could find a beautiful girlfriend for one. Lots of friends, a good job. Is that not what we all want? I think so.
I am not sure it is something that can be overcome.
I do know there are periods when it is better than others.
But for the most part it seems to me at the moment to be a pit of quicksand that causes you distress and sucks you deeper.
What did I do to deserve this? I must be a real asshole. ok that is not true. Im actually not. Im just really weak.
I have cleanliness problem. I'm to clean. I used to shower 3 times a day.
The slightest drop of sweat under my arm made me feel like a pig.
But before that I was a kid who was pretty eww. I never cared much for being clean and keeping my breath fresh. Thats until i was about 12.
I kinda hate being human, I dont like the fact that we have to so clean all the time. It puts me off women. All I can think about is how many germs a person has in their mouth when you might kiss them.
I have great fashion sense. I love looking terrific.
Im proabably average looking, maybe even handsome.
I have a feeling i will never solve these problems.
I'm 26. Never been the coolest guy. I did have my time in the sun at one stage. But then I grew inhibited.
I feel inferior around most men. Which makes me shy.
I absolutely cannot speak to a female that I deem attractive.
This leave me with no companions. My god Im losing my mind.
I can't figure out where I got so shy, but I can tell you I'm getting no where fast being this shy.
I wish I could find a beautiful girlfriend for one. Lots of friends, a good job. Is that not what we all want? I think so.
I am not sure it is something that can be overcome.
I do know there are periods when it is better than others.
But for the most part it seems to me at the moment to be a pit of quicksand that causes you distress and sucks you deeper.
What did I do to deserve this? I must be a real asshole. ok that is not true. Im actually not. Im just really weak.
I have cleanliness problem. I'm to clean. I used to shower 3 times a day.
The slightest drop of sweat under my arm made me feel like a pig.
But before that I was a kid who was pretty eww. I never cared much for being clean and keeping my breath fresh. Thats until i was about 12.
I kinda hate being human, I dont like the fact that we have to so clean all the time. It puts me off women. All I can think about is how many germs a person has in their mouth when you might kiss them.
I have great fashion sense. I love looking terrific.
Im proabably average looking, maybe even handsome.
I have a feeling i will never solve these problems.