I would go
don't care if I wasn't asked to go. I would fucking go. I have "social anxiety" or "social paranoia" or whatever. I have all the symptoms, checked right down the list. I would show up at a convention unconditionally(as long as it was beneficial for me in some way). Okay, actually, I wouldn't go. What kind of faggots would turn out at such an event? I'll tell you: a bunch of whining idiots who wouldn't put on a good show. Fuck that. If I saw a post of a pic from the first annual "Conevention of Whining Idiots Who Don't Admit They're Just Being Pussies" convention, and it looked like there were tons of females there, then, I would go. But that convention would inevitably suck. Listen. I have all the SA symptoms. I have all the paranoid symptoms. All the etc. symptoms. I suppose I could very well, therefore, start talking about myself as though I were similarly afflicted. But that would be silly. I am learning to just...fucking...STOP IT! like many others in history did. FOr instance, like all the other people who had "SOcial Anxiety" before it was diagnosed. Yeah, there were many thousands of years of that. Stop it. Morons. You're wasting time. Stop it. You'll find a way, millions of others did, and I am.
Sincerely,
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