Today, I had a meeting; no big deal. I didn't have to talk, that I was aware of. Really psyched myself up for this," no reason to be nervous". Then, as soon as I walked in the door, it hit me instantly. I couldn't speak properly, even say hello properly. Then, they held this draw for these really cool prizes, and I prayed they wouldn't dare call my name out, cause I would have to walk up to the front to claim my stupid prize. I was so obviously nervous as the names were called, holy shit, I felt like a freak 8O . Then, I left last, so I didn't have to say goodbye to everybody. Kind of funny now, cause the prizes were really cool, but I would have done anything NOT to win one. :roll: Am I a dork, or what?????????????