Hi.
Since child i had extreme difficulty in making friends. Almost the time i'm alone and no one attach to me. I never had girlfriend and i'm 27 right now.
About three months ago i started to research about disorders with the help of a user of completely different forum.
The hard times in my life was when i had a true passion for few girls. Not because of they physical qualities but something that i cant explain.
Some days ago i saw one that i love (and i never felt that never before) and made me upset. Its very hard.
I have social phobia since teenager. I start to had it when i realized i couldnt make activities with others because of the differences specially when it comes to money. I grew up poor.
And to make things worse i started to have a disease, which i dont really know, in my scalp which cause me massive hairloss and flaking. I went to various doctors and now i realize the first was right. I would never escape from it. I have since 21.
I cant interact with people because they have lots of experience when it comes to socialize. I have none. I never tripped, got to parties, etc...
I dont think i have Asperger though two tests suggested it. I may have OCPD because i have to carry on things i dont really need and i'm always thinking on the future, planning it carefuly.
I want the things to get better... Thanks for your support... Sometimes it is good to let things out.
Since child i had extreme difficulty in making friends. Almost the time i'm alone and no one attach to me. I never had girlfriend and i'm 27 right now.
About three months ago i started to research about disorders with the help of a user of completely different forum.
The hard times in my life was when i had a true passion for few girls. Not because of they physical qualities but something that i cant explain.
Some days ago i saw one that i love (and i never felt that never before) and made me upset. Its very hard.
I have social phobia since teenager. I start to had it when i realized i couldnt make activities with others because of the differences specially when it comes to money. I grew up poor.
And to make things worse i started to have a disease, which i dont really know, in my scalp which cause me massive hairloss and flaking. I went to various doctors and now i realize the first was right. I would never escape from it. I have since 21.
I cant interact with people because they have lots of experience when it comes to socialize. I have none. I never tripped, got to parties, etc...
I dont think i have Asperger though two tests suggested it. I may have OCPD because i have to carry on things i dont really need and i'm always thinking on the future, planning it carefuly.
I want the things to get better... Thanks for your support... Sometimes it is good to let things out.